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This song is a cry from the depths of a broken childhood.
My parents divorced when I was very young, and I grew up without a father. My mother showed no affection, sometimes even the opposite. For a long time, I told myself that it didn’t affect me, but as I got older, I realized how deeply it shaped me.

The hardest part wasn’t the pain itself, it was facing everything alone, with no one to say “it’s going to be okay”. I learned to survive, to fix problems on my own, to be strong. But that strength came with a cost. I never knew what parental love felt like. I developed constant anxiety, paranoia, and the fear that happiness never lasts. Every time something good happens, a voice in me whispers that I don’t deserve it, that disaster is coming.

But even in that darkness, I discovered something I hadn’t seen before: I was never truly alone.
Jesus was there all along.
He came for me, loved me as I was, and gave meaning to my pain.

This song is not just about suffering, it’s about resurrection.
It’s the story of finding light through the cracks, of being reborn through faith.
It’s me screaming that I stand, I fight, I heal. Because with Jesus, I’m born again.

Alone…
Alone…
But Jesus found me in the dark.

Parents split when I was small
No father’s hand, no voice to call
Mother cold, her heart was stone
I learned too young to stand alone

Kitchen nights were cold and long
I wrote my pain inside a song
Outside I laughed, inside I cried
No one saw the boy that died

I STAND – EVEN WHEN I BREAK!
I FIGHT – EVEN WHEN I SHAKE!
I HEAL – THROUGH THE BLOOD, THROUGH THE PAIN!
I LIVE – ‘CAUSE WITH JESUS I’M BORN AGAIIIIIIIN

Teenage years, I wore the mask
Pretend I’m fine, but truth won’t last
Anxiety kept me awake
Paranoia made me shake

Resilience built me, stone by stone
Solve my problems all alone
But the price was high, my soul was scarred
Every day felt twice as hard

I STAND – EVEN WHEN I BREAK!
I FIGHT – EVEN WHEN I SHAKE!
I HEAL – THROUGH THE BLOOD, THROUGH THE PAIN!
I LIVE – ‘CAUSE WITH JESUS I’M BORN AGAIN

Jesus, You are near
always near…
Jesus, You are here
I hear…

But in the silence, truth broke through
A voice of love, it called me new
Not by my strength, not by my name
But by His grace, I’m not the same

Jesus, You took my shame
Jesus, You changed my name
Jesus, You healed my scars
Jesus, You lit the dark

I STAND – EVEN WHEN I BREAK!
I FIGHT – EVEN WHEN I SHAKE!
I HEAL – THROUGH THE BLOOD, THROUGH THE PAIN!
I LIVE – ‘CAUSE WITH JESUS I’M BORN AGAIN

Now I rise, scars still remain
But Jesus, You carried my pain
You rewrote my history
You turned my wounds to victory

Jesus, my savior, Jesus, my friend
With Jesus, I rise again
I was broken, now I can say
Through Jesus, I found the way

Jesus… Jesus…
Jesus…
I stand… I heal…
I live…

Through Jesus… I’m born again.

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